Sunday, 30 January 2011

Re: Am now on Twitter.

Dear All,

Am now on Twitter, please connect with:


It should be interesting.

Saturday, 22 January 2011

Re: Is this the end of King Rupert's Empire?

All Empire's are designed to end as they make numerous enemies.

This might occur to News International in 2011; as they have pushed
their power to far in both the UK & America.

Whilst Political Class has lost all control over the Banking Sector they
will never lose control or say over the mass media.
Fox News within a few short weeks has seen a major 'sea-change' against
it's unique style of reporting in America.
Whilst in the UK; the 'normal person on the street' that doesn't really do Blogs or TV News instead being self-obsessed are beginning to know about the controversial stuff alleged to have gone on at
The News of the World Newspaper.

When you over-hear these 'normal people' be that on Public Transport or in Elevators talking about such headlines with disapproval tones; am starting to think that the Empire is rocking. Am sure similar types of chatter occurred just before Romania kicked off or Rosa Parks simply couldn't be bothered to move to another seat.

All things in life start small then if they are tough / in the right living conditions grow & grow until being such a size that it cannot be ignored as it once was.

The entire irony of what's occurring being that News International has always had an obsession with sensational headlines & celebrity.
What they forgot is celebrities with the aid of the Internet can directly
bi-pass them now to reach their fan base & worldwide.

The more important error that News International did was not change their method of reporting on the private lives of these Celebrities.
In the 1980's; it was allowed to write what they pleased or say what they wanted...
they where the only game in town.

It's now 2011; even the Iranian & Russian Governments their OWN TV News 24hr Stations that can be viewed in both nations that aren't necessarily fans therefore even bi-passing the elected Anglo-American governments.

In this new age, Celebrities have serious wealth we're in the 1980's they became rich. Wealth is money that has longevity; some individuals earn more in death than being alive. These Celebrities have wealth now;
so can in-fact take on legally News International even through the expensive British Legal System.

Yet, whilst a Blogger realized that the 'game had changed' either out of being arrogant or like some many Empires being to bloated to move. News International just went on like it was the 80's.

So, we have the resignation of Andy Coulson that some say was the decent thing to do.Yet, it get's people talking or gossip.

The latter that both The News of the World & The Sun are so good at creating.

Yet, the goss is about them how ironic indeed.

News International have upset / hurt numerous people throughout the years; maybe the following saying is appropriate...

'payback's a bi%*h'.          

Some of these people are wealthy & maybe have connected using logic to feel that

'my enemy is also your's therefore we are allies'.  

I've got a feeling 2011 is going to be very interesting for News International on BOTH sides of the Atlantic.

Freedom of expression is important yet it comes with responsibility.

I found the below segment shown on Channel4 News, very interesting indeed.

Yet before you do have a read of the following; it's Headline is real...

Sun editor admits paying police officers for stories

Thursday, 20 January 2011

Re: Britain wants to hide; if this happens it will get worse.

I've come to a conclusion that the British Population is simply
unable to openly express itself emotionally.

A theory within Science is around individuals being creative original thinkers.
This attitude leads to innovation which a bi-product is economic reward
for the inventor(s).

This rule is coming into play in this current age; as Technology is moving
at 'lightspeed' & the nations that express real freedom of expression
shall move forward.

Britain am afraid can't deal with people that don't fit into Social Categories.
It's also a worrying judgemental society delights in blaming others especially
within the 'world of Celebrity'.

Am not really worried as I'll be soon away from Britain leaving in a place
where people celebrate, laugh & dance.

For a nation that has produced such great Artists; it's population is
emotionally backward.

Welcome to Britain - 'land of contraindication'.

Do you live in the UK or have visited it; what's your take on my views?       

Thursday, 13 January 2011

Re: Pornography is MY Drug; is this right or wrong?

If I haven't already said so Happy New Year this 2011.

As I've mentioned previously the reason for me creating a Blog was due to
needing to get some self-expression out of me.
One of these issues that I've decided to express is my connection with

It's actually quite difficult for me typing this even in the privacy of my own place. Am doing this under a pseudonym yet am actually feeling as if I was producing this under my actual name.

At least you (the reader) will hopefully realize that am being honest yet analysing yourself is difficult; a truth which cannot be hidden.

My first introduction into Pornography was the following lady...

My Grandmother would get The Sun Newspaper but never allow me to read it. Due to both my Parent's working, I was always met at the School Gate by my Grandmother.
I would stay at her's till my Mother came round after her shift had finished.
During the 1980's in the UK, it was expectable for Mother's to leave work at 2:30pm to get their children at the end of the School Day.
My Mother realizing the the Office would be virtually empty offered to stay till 5pm with the clause that she would receive an extra 5 days paid Holiday per. year. Her manager realizing this 'gift' duly expected this offer hence my time at my Grandmother's after School had ended.

As I mentioned The Sun Newspaper was strictly off-limits always placed on those display cabinets that EVERY elderly British Women seemed to own. The type that would contain little ornaments.
I've always had a theory that this was or still is a 'proletariat version' of replicating The Queen's Crown Jewels. If you're poor or find £ tight why spend what little you have on such nonsensical tat.

So, my chance had arrived due to next door's neighbours Australian Terrier being viciously attacked by an Alley Cat. The poor Dog was sitting in the early July sunshine when it got an almighty beating.
How my Grandmother left the House & The Sun for me was due to the scream of her next door neighbour after seeing the damage done by the vicious Alley Cat.

I just remember my Grandmother saying for me to continue to watch whatever Cartoon's I was enjoying then left. I instinctively realized that this might be my only opportunity to read this secret thing that she had left on her armchair. I still to this day remember that I had to be remember the exact manner that my Grandmother had left the paper.

I then turned the page only to discover a certain Samantha Fox; she had such a lovely face but those Tits (it was 1980's Britain). 

She knew people would see her Tits but why do such a thing? 
Yet, the thing that excited me was the fact she didn't care & seemed proud of this fact..!!

My head was spinning around why she would do this yet enjoying it the more I looked at her.

I even remember reading her name again & again; as if the opportunity should arrive where I the 8yr Old Junior Schoolboy where to meet the then 18yr Old Glamour Model at least I would say her name.

She became my 'Most Sweetest of Slut's'.

At the time, the term 'Slut' was unknown to me yet in my heart I knew I loved that confident, unashamed sexuality. She knew what she was about & enjoyed the fact of showing off those incredible Tits to the world.

I remembered about my Grandmother being ONLY next door, so I placed the newspaper in it's original position & continued to watch cartoon's.
My Grandmother returned & I recall that I started the conversation on what occurred to the Dog?
She informed me that the owner had just got a Taxi headed to the nearest Vet.

Then I recall her looking with inspection at the position of the Newspaper; this look was less than 2seconds yet I knew my deception had worked as she got The Sun & placed it on the Cabinet.

Then turned around to see my reaction... I outwitted her by behaving as if engrossed watching whatever was on Television.

Not only was this my first time interacting with Pornography but also outwitting an Adult; all due to Samantha Fox cira. 1985.

That was the genesis of my attraction to Pornography which still is with me.
Yet, I am becoming concerned that the attraction is becoming magnetic due to the convenience of
the Internet. From Samantha Fox in those Page 3 Photo's I've progressed to the following...    

Tory Lane's gangbang story! brought to you by PornHub

Samantha Fox has been replaced by Tory Lane whom is 'The Ultimate Slut'.

Whilst it can be easy to blame the easy to locate Hardcore Internet Sex; my blame is directed at Popular Culture specifically Television.

How many TV Ad's have people as Couples or how many Movies have Sexual / Romantic relationships as being their central hub. From Soft Drinks, Clothes to Package Holidays (a classic) etc...

This normal 'vanilla' visual constant Brainwashing that I've been having to deal with for all these years is making me feel inadequate being Single for 16mths.

People make comments... "With anybody?"... "Why's a nice fella like you Single?"... "Got any Kids?" etc...

When the response is that am currently Single & have no Children; the reaction... uncomfortable shock?

So, I find solace in Pornography these Ladies will not judge me.
Now by creating this Blog Entry; I've started to connect that triumphant feeling of reading The Sun for the first time to my current need to access Internet Pornography.

Psychologist, I feel are correct in that a persons initial dealing everything impacts on their entire life?

Yet, the reason why I use the term 'Drug'; is after the high (& believe me it is just that) I get a low.
I simply want to find somebody I can be intimate with yet then it get's deeper I want to take care of the right type of Women.
Not as simple as classifying me as being kinky but it's replacing or being an substitute for actual affection.

Yet, Internet Pornography give me 50% whilst the other it could never even to attempt replicate...

intimacy, cooking a romantic meal & the thing that I want most just telling that Woman how's my day been.

Still, 50% of seeing something is actually better than nothing but the low comes.

Another thing is that am actually quite a liberal individual. I've even represented a Female colleague whom was being bullied by some Male colleagues. This sadly happens often within the Scientific Industry; as it's a majority Male environment.
The form of bullying was mocking the standard of her work that was actually highly impressive.

I then set-up a test (with the prior knowledge of my Female Colleague) to prove that she was actually better than the 'ring-leader'. He took 'the bait' & was embarrassed by making mistakes in his data that a 1st Year Undergrad wouldn't even do.

Whilst the Female Colleague got all her data, perfect (as I knew she would). After this the humiliation ended & the respect began for my Colleague's expertise.

Certain colleagues even gave me the nickname 'The Feminist' that I eventually became rather found of; this resulted in them either becoming puzzled or angry.

I believe in Equality including that between Male & Female yet am I a hypocrite for enjoying viewing Tory Lane being in the above Gangbang video?

This is what the contemporary world does to people in that it confuses us so we don't really know who we actually are.

I still will not change my view on Pornography or the people whom perform in it; in some way's they are actually braver & free than I'll ever be.
They deliver entrainment & pleasure with the problem not being with them but issues with the viewer or contemporary existence.

I'd like people's opinions on this Blog Entry but before making judgements both Video's NEED to be watched.

I would also greatly appreciate the input of Women in this debate or feedback.

Many thanks for taking the time to read this Blog Entry & please feel free to forward this for the attention of others.

Men in early 21st Century Britain don't communicate these emotions, so by me being honest others might read it & get some insight that might help them?

Am very emotional completing this Blog Entry but in a good way.

The 2nd Video is below....